Hi Popsicle I know if you're watching over us you'll know how much I miss you even if I don't come on here to write it all down. Can't believe we lost you 3 years ago and I miss you just as much with every passing day. I still kiss you goodnight every night and still have your things all over the house. Can still smell you on your jackets. The pain will never go away, I still hurt so much. I love you so so much Dad. The kids love and miss you very much too. Elizabeth is getting married next year, I badly wanted to pick up the phone to tell you and she's so upset that you wont be there in body with us, but I know you'll be there in spirit. Olly has passed his driving test and Abi is learning at the moment. They are all adults now, I don't know where the time has gone. You would be so proud of them. We all love you very very much Dad and miss you like you wouldn't believe. xxxxxxxxxx