Nearly a year Dad and I miss you just as much now. I will never ever get over losing you, my life turned upside down the day Carey told me you had gone and it's still not the right way round and never will be. I always look at the brightest star in the sky and talk to it cos I know it's you. If that's the only way I get to talk to you then that's what i'm going to do. Still cuddle your leather jacket before I go to bed and can still smell you on it, it's comforting and traumatic at the same time. Miss you more than you will ever know and love you all the money in the world xxxxxxxxxx