This time last year Dad, Bev and Lisa were here comforting us because the bottom had dropped out of our world, you had left us and we were distraught. The pain is still as bad and i'm not sure it will ever get any better. Acceptance kicks in that you've gone but the pain of losing you is heartbreaking. I've been lighting a candle for you all week and i've got flowers that Lisa bought me by your photo. I bought a beautiful pink butterfly for the kitchen today too. Wherever you are I hope you're at peace and you're happy. Have a glass of red Pops, Abi did for you tonight with her meal. Miss you so so so much and I love you all the money in the world xxxxxxxxxx