Been remembering the last time we went to the Carnival. You hadn't been with us before but you brought Leanne and Conor down with you. We had a lovely night, never for one moment did I think 3 months later you would be gone. I was looking at the photo of you and Abi all cuddled up together earlier and as much as it brought back lovely memories it broke my heart too cos I miss you more than you could imagine. We haven't been to the carnival since but Abi is determined we're going this year, so much so that she insisted we book a hotel so that we can stay there overnight. Dad, I love and miss you so so much. The pain has not got any easier and I don't think it ever will. Love you Popsicle xxxxxxxxxx