I can't believe it's taken me til this time to get on here Dad, i'm so sorry. Well this time last year the funeral was over and we had lost you for good. No more coming over to see you and kiss you and tell you we love you. We gave you a good send off though, you would have enjoyed it, plenty of red wine! Lil was her usual loud self and to this day is quite proud that she got well tiddly in your memory! I wanted to go up to your flat and have half an hour to myself, to feel close to you but I wasn't allowed to. It's been an emotional day, kept thinking back to what was happening this time last year and having a few tears. I love you so much Pops and really do miss you. Sleep tight. Love you loads xxxxxxxxxx